I don’t know where to begin. Samadhi was truly something very special, and I miss her very much. She was a big personality in a little body. She meant the world to me. I only had her about 10 months, although she lived around me for about four months prior to me bringing her inside. She only died last October 18. So only four months ago, so I am a little too sad to write more for this blurb about the wonderful Samadhi! She changed my WHOLE WORLD VIEW about hamsters and exotic pet, how powerful is that? I can feel the tears welling up behind my eyes, so I will just post some of her videos for now. I will tell the Samadhi Story in another post.
Samamdhi and I loved our bathroom time together. I tried to take her out as much as possible–and I’d shut us in the bathroom. We really bonded because of it. Sometimes we’d be in there 40 minutes or more!
“What we once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes a part of us.”—Helen Keller
I took a lot of videos, thank goodness of my Babycakes. She did not mind cameras and was so photogenic. This one below I did on my phone, trying to capture the cuteness that was Stella dreaming! I didn’t get much, but I am grateful for the little bit I got.
I did not take a lot of videos of Tig–the bright flash and light on camera would bother him. But, when I did–they sure were special. Below are a few of them!
Makes me wish I could pet that fluffy fur right now! (Dec 2017)
Pop-pop at his best–being a grandpa ❤ We swear they are related, but we do not know for sure–they sure acted like they were! (Nov 2018)
Didn’t realize most of the Tigger videos have his little shadow in ’em ❤
This is April 2019, three months before Tiggy’s passing. The later videos are harder for me to watch–but this one with his snuggling my leg is pretty special!
Awww, Tigger. What can I say about that lovable and gentle man? Everybody loved Tigger–everyone. The vets loved him, the kids loved him, coeds loved him, Stanley love dhim, Ollie super-duper loved him. I loved him. He was the Big Man on Campus, ie Boardwalk Apartments, for many, many years. He had many loves and many adventures in his lifetime. I will never forget the day I first met him with Stella, we were out walking and we heard this loud “Miaaaaaoow” from the bushes and out comes this large ginger cat to say ‘hi!’. From that moment on, he was in are lives–first as a greeter on our walks but then he would come by and play with Stanley from the windows. He eventually came in–ad he’d stay in all day and go out all night. His family eventually abandoned him, but he was pretty much a regular at our house all day and then would gallivant at night. He kept that routine up until the last few years when his diabetes and old age. He was always so docile, calm, gentle and sweet. He loved his food, though. He also loved to purr and head butt and was basically a big love bug. I never liked when I had to let him out, I’d worry so–and I’d go and get him in cat fights. I could pick him right up and he’d never claw or bite. He never, ever did that to me. Oh, how I wish I could hold Tiggy now. He loved me so, he did–but he was more like a hubby than a kid. I never quite could tame in, he always kept his Tom Cat ways. He would even try to jump over fence last year! He was a special cat, and I know he brightened many hearts of the lonely throughout his years as a resident apartment cat. Both Stephen and Gracie, two of the apartment kids, were very sad about his passing and keep pics of him. That’s how much of an impact he had. He was just so loving. I even caught someone taking a pic of him once saying it was for his old roommate who just loved that cat! We moved here in 2010–and I am not sure when Tiggy started coming over regularly but by 2014 he was…maybe even 2013. Some people called him Garfield, two Mexican ladies would even put out fajitas for him! He’d always have that big cry of his at the front door to get in and I’d bolt up and scoop him up. He was a great spooner, he loved his bird videos, he loved playing with strings. He also was the BEST GRANDPA to little Ollie Bird, so gentle and loving–they had lots of snuggle sessions (lots of bite sessions too, but that was all Ollie). I’ve never trusted an animal more–even Stella could snap if I was hurting her–automatically like. But never Tig, he was a great patient and was so stoic. Poor guy was probably never vaccinated, and over the years fought some pretty crazy illnesses where he looked on death’s door. The diabetes really racked him and then, we believe, it was some sort of cancer in the end. He still was as stubborn as ever, though–wanted to do things on his terms–even his passing. Oh, Tigger–the best kisses too–his crazy freckled ginger lip and chin. Huge paws, long whiskers. His passing hit me hard because I wanted help him so. Tigger was named by his family who had him here in Boardwalk, and so that’s what we called him and it stuck. I would call him Tiggy or Tig or pop-pop or grandpa. I hope to see you again–I know I will, we might be an old married couple, though, Tiggy! Below are some of my favorite photos of one half of the “orangies”–beautiful, kind, and gentle Tigger.
Stephen and Tiggy a few days before his passing ❤
Someone couldn’t resist kissing that love bug!
Tiggy and Ollie kitten. Tig was so patient with him!
Snug bugs, where does one orangie end and the other begin?
So, Stella was stellar–a star for sure. Not only was she photogenic but she was great on film as well. These videos are some of my favorite ones of her. The first is the “Beignet Video” and I am so glad I captured this beignet madness. When I watch it, though–I always wish I had just given her them all!! I get her “scrappies”–where she’d back kick the rug when she got excited–somewhat, which I’m happy about. The next one is a bit later–closer to her passing. It was after a bath and she was just so cute on the white blanket. She was just being so adorable rubbing because of the bath. The last one was 2015 after she had one of her worst coughing episodes. I love it because I am giving her so much love and attention. I wish I could still, but it makes me happy to see and hear how much I loved her and treated her as such. My ‘tell ‘tell, my babycakes ❤ ❤ ❤
Well, well, Stella was my soulmate. My best friend, my greatest companion. I miss her so much. I had her for 12 wonderful years, and made the most of every minute in the last few. I felt so guilty leaving her with her Gram when I went to Arizona State University, but she knew her job was to take care of Gram Gram, always.
My mom found Stella at the Alameda Pound. It is such an auspicious story–and funny. She said she felt compelled to go into the pound that day, and saw a piece of fur at the far back of a kennel and asked the keeper to see the animal. Well, that animal turned out to be precious, purebred Pomeranian Stella. And, my mom said she knew she had to “spring her” from that dirty, lonely, terrible joint–and she told Stella so. I was taken back after mom bought her to see her…and she growled at me as I lowered myself down to her level (she had oddly come to the front of the kennel now that a civilized person had promised to spring her, I guess!) When she growled, I turned to my mom and said: “No!” But, when we picked her up from her spaying, she and I were just bonded already. I took her with me to Placentia in 2007 and she was my baby ever since then. She lived in many different houses and situations with me–was always right by my side. She loved me so and I loved her so. She loved going on walkie rides and drive thrus, she loved her junk food like her gram gram as well as milkie and all sorts of treats ranging from peanut butter to sugar cookies to tandori chicken to croissants to rice pudding to name a few. She was absolutely perfect in every way. She was so loyal and obedient, and she was my baby. After her diagnosis of heart failure, we had her four more wonderful years–there were some scary episodes but I am glad I got to spoil her all that more. It was kidney failure in the end, and the ever obedient Stella listened to me and waiting—in fact, came back to life!–to have her momma by her side when she passed. She knew how much it meant to me to be there and say goodbye. My mom and I did not feel sadness either when she passed, but this incredible other-worldly feeling of J-O-Y! We didn’t even cry (I had terribly for the day and half before). But, I know Stella sent that to us to let us know she was okay, at peace and in brilliance. I miss her so, so much. We mourned her for 3 months, having a ceremony every night to honor her. She was truly a part of the family and I know I will see her again. She was SO PHOTOGENIC and I have SO MANY pictures, I will just post a few in this post. I will love you, Stella,for all my days in this life and the next ones. Thank you for being the best friend and companion I’ve ever had.
Awww, my Stanley. What do I say? He was a mystic and is one of the main guardians of all my other pets. I only had him four years, but what an impact he made. He was the CUTEST kitten. I received him as a gift from my sister early December 2015. I couldn’t say no, but I didn’t want a kitten. When I saw he was a tuxedo, I knew I had to keep him. I would spoil him by making him several plates of food as a kitten: fresh chicken mixed with mayo, tuna mixed with mayo, wet cat food, warm milk. He’s the only pet that ever let me hold him or her like a baby. He would just flop and let me hold him. I loved petting his fluffy tail and picking him up a little by it. He and his sister Stella were pretty darn close (although she never liked Stanley kitten too much, I think she thought he was a fluffy Pomeranian puppy that wanted to nurse!). Stanley went suddenly, but the morning of his angel day I knew he was exiting this realm. I had never put down an animal, I was crying hysterically–I still didn’t know what exactly was wrong. We know now he had many congenital defects, and the vet was surprised he lived a s long a s he did. I’d like to think I gave him good, spoiled little life. More importantly, he went before my Stella and I don’t think I could have dealt with the passing of my other fur babies (especially Stella) without knowing and learning the process with Stanley. For that, I am forever grateful–not to mention him bringing us Ollie Bird and for watching over Stella AND Tigger through their illnesses. Oh, he loved Tigger so much!! I didn’t take any videos of Stanley, unfortunately. I learned after Stella’s diagnosis of congenital heart failure to take more pics and videos. But, I do have pictures. So I will put up some of my favorite of him below. Thank you for being in my life, my mystic soul Stanley. I love you.
Stanley loved Christmas!STanley kitten, oh so floofy and cute! With his big sis Stella!My mystic soul ❤He was a charachter….Happy Stanley